I met you years ago in an unknown place. I, an introvert at heart who seemed extroverted on the outside, struggled with my own confusing nature. It was then that I met you.
You came to my room in the hostel, initially as my roommate, and eventually became my friend. You took away my fear of sharing my things with strangers and gave me the confidence to enjoy life outside my home shell. This was when I had to move out of my home for further studies.
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You pampered me when I needed someone, got jealous when I spoke to others, and loved me more than a lover. You guided me through every corner of darkness.
Now, when I recall you, though you are not with me, you are still in my heart in disguise. You are more than a sister and no less than a mother to me. When I tried to reach you so many times, your phone kept ringing with no response. For a year and a half, I tried contacting you, thinking you were just ignoring my calls. I blamed you for being unreachable until I learned from a mutual friend that you were no longer in this world. This happened at the same time I was struggling to survive the pandemic.
I was shocked and couldn’t believe my ears. In the hope that the news was false, I tried your number again. Suddenly, someone picked up. Just as I felt relieved to hear the phone being answered, I realized the voice was not yours.
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The person on the other end informed me that you had passed away one and a half years ago. I was speechless, my voice shaky, not knowing how to react. I felt as though I had lost my mother for the second time.
I’ve always believed that whoever I love will go away from me. It’s fate!”
The poem on the same is available on https://ramyasgowda.wordpress.com/2024/05/24/unseen-goodbye/